每一刻都在流失的遺忘能力

the building all snore in harmony
the streets landed on my toes
night shines with black thunders
alone is not loneliness
a company is not friendliness

my smile is merely a mistranslation
my heart is simply a loss

this hole can't be filled with thousand tenderness
& love can't be made when all strength is done
a reason is not a reason
the curtain can't no longer cover this ugly view
like the sea that runs dry without a trace

my hand shakes when memory tilts
my head aches when truth suppressed

what's lost is not lost but simply disappeared
that smile is neither yours nor mine

it belongs to a certain time
it belongs to a certain rhyme
that hums in numerous ways that I can no longer detect

a dream is not a dream
an illusion is not an illusion
just like the realness of the pain hanging over my body

this sickness is not a sickness
it's that certain hour running into a wrong period of time
caused the tears that sting my eyes
& that quiet roar attack I can hardly bare

people say people shouldn't do this & that
but when a mistake is done everyone's wrong & everyone'e gone
this cigarette is doomed to be consumed the minute coming
I'm sitting back & wait