每一刻都在流失的遺忘能力

the lyrics of THE MEW says:
why r we so alone
even with company

that really hits me in the heart
whenever i feel unprotected or in exposure to public
i wonder if i only need to deal with myself
would i ever feel the lost of sense of security
but that's not the point i suppose

maybe when i get lonely in the heart
the last thing i need is to over-heat the body temperature by surrounding myself in groups of laughtercuz' that is when the temperature of my heart drops to ground zero
so the hotter i get from outside, the colder i feel inside
I need to cuddle myself from within
that way i won't feel nautious wherever i'm

i guess.....